off you go to sail

finally, you've received news. news which i never wanted to hear from you. the date that i have been dreading for its finally here. only a week more to go. can somebody please tell me what to do? i'm lost. i have no idea why i'm giving you the cold shoulders right now. i just don't know what to do and how to react. i can't concentrate >:( i have my very last paper tomorrow and i have not even study, AT ALL!

i'm about to give up everything which i have been holding on so tightly. i thought you will never leave, but i was wrong. i don't feel like doing anything anymore. i don't feel like trying anymore. what's the point? you should probably enjoy yourself right now without me.