Hi shan, I just happen to realise that we shared the ownership for our blogs. And I also realised how much I miss you. Anyway guess who?



Just hopping by! *hugs*

ribbon

another night of insomniaa.

i think my cheeks are super fat right now.

zzzz...

it's 4am in the morning and i can't get to sleep :(

i've got to wake up at 8am lateeer yknow. omg.

AND I'M CAM-WHORINGGGGG.

say no more

hi, yes hi. it's been so long right? k not that long, but long enough. ohyes, before i head out to meet those bunch of awesome people, i need to pour everything out here. i can't take it no more.

i wonder who read this blog of mine anyway, but still.. i have to.

it feels fucked up. he's fucked up! fml. i don't see a point dragging this anymore. yes, that's what i always say. but yknow, its hard. fucking hard. guess what i just did? i deleted he's fucking contact. no more temptations, no more excuses for me. it's either he finds me, or never. seems like it's pretty much a one way ticket here. it's going to remain like this right? i need to take my mind off you. and i know it takes time, like a long time on the account that it has been a year.

am i feeling better now? i hope i do.

they are waiting, gtg now.

won't be back soon.

you're home

your emails motivate me every single day. i basically rely on it :)

but now, there's no longer a need to. you're back home safe and sound.

you have given up sailing, perhaps a shore job will suit you fine. you can't bear to be away from everyone, i know. i'm just so glad you're back. however, you're just not the same anymore. you no longer have that same smile and laughter. you are no longer that cheerful boy who never stops smiling. you're putting a front you want me to believe. but i know, its all just for show. its a show for me to stop worrying for you. seeing you smile genuinely is what i want the most. sigh, all i can do is look at you, wondering when will this ever end.

cheer up my little boy <3

i wonder how, i wonder why

swagga like us.

so today was a pretty uhmmm..... normal day?

NOT!

well thanks to the email i received today, it made today the best day of the week.

yes, it has been a pretty long week. So much things happened in a week yknow?

Sailor left, Juicy gossips, Quiz, AGM.

And i'm dreading the coming week because of the coming reports, lab test and presentations!

I have 3 presentations next week! can you believe it?

1. AGM

2. PLCA

3. RWS

wah wah wah.

Currently i'm figuring out how to use this new social network call "Google+"

its not open to public yet but i've got an invitation from dan! awesome right? i know.

Now, what else did i do today?

OHYES! how can i forget? i went for the world netball championship with nadvilla today :)

i swear i have never seen such exciting match in my life before super duper exciting. the supporters were like, woahhh. i guess they all must be high on magic mushrooms.

if only i was the one on the court, chehh. i miss netball x10000000000000000000!

i'm so glad to be able to join nad and her friends on the 22ndJuly for a friendly match! can't wait to get my hands on the ball!